Curiosity
More Ahava
I value the present. Here and now.
I listen to and cultivate the soul garden for wisdom to flourish and grow.
I find the journey to be sacred. There is no destination; only presence.
I am nature. I am life. I am whole. I am love. I am that I am.
My Journey
My given name Patricia, means noble; Lurline, means temptress (Siren).
Ahava translates as unconditional love; Bul translates to fire/light. This is a name I often use as I channel my work in this lifetime.
As a youth I had an affinity towards health and wellness. I spent my time exploring anatomy textbooks, Traditional Chinese Medicine, Ayurveda philosophy, Pilates and belly dance.
As I was becoming an adult I spent hours sifting through my religious upbringing and the trauma I had lived. Unpacking what love really was, learning to grieve well and how to learning to hold joy in a body unfamiliar to it.
As a young adult, I navigated intense reproductive anatomy issues. Cysts, surgery, recovery and a long struggle to conceive were catalysts to lean deeper into myself.
As I begin to learn and explore for myself what healing of PCOS and making peace with my womb meant; I uncovered so many pieces that invited a different way of living and being into reality.
I began studying to be a doula and walked away. I studied midwifery from the periphery and turned away. I began studying bodywork, but it didn't land.
After five years of trying to conceive, I did. This started the journey of getting really serious about my long term reproductive health. If I was able to conceive once, theoretically I should be able to again; but how to ensure that was my goal. I learned and began practicing cycle tracking; womb alchemy and fell deeply in love with my body as it continues to return from postpartum, expand and nourish all at the same time.
I began to study the impacts of diet, lifestyle and environment and how they play such crucial roles in whole being health; that reproductive health is not just all the woman's responsibility, as many are led to believe. I began exploring energy bodies, quantum biology, fascial needs, how light and water interact; living language and the fundamentals of our reality and being.
Mothering expanded my neural capacity like no other experience and opened my whole life and heart up to nourish, connect with and support other women in their journey.
Here is this role, I have found and begun to integrate all the pieces of me that waited patiently for me. I am a woman still on her journey and I have so much more to go.
Her guiding elements have been fire and water and she moves with the energy of both informing her world view.
Her personal journey has led her through and to some of her greatest teachers. Pulling from the ancient wisdom traditions that have lasted through time she has been impacted through: parts work; cognitive sadness hunting from modern pyscology practices and the infinite wisdom held by the body of every single woman she meets.
Her ability to hold space for and facilitate the whole being process is guided by her understanding of ancient systems that create a flawless blueprint for the soul to thrive in the modern time/space continuum.
Dance Therapy - Worship and Warfare
Socitally Accepted Women's Roles - The Finishing Academy
Catalysts
*Brian Perkins through cognitive exploration
*Jill Purse/Sudeepthi Garikena through family constellations
*Eleanor Mann through breathwork
Teachers in Spirit
*Wisdom and liberation work of Jesus of Christ Consciousness, Osha, Don Jacobson-Trent, Illarion Merculieff, Momo Lorenzo, Puna Dawson, Tilopa, David Hawkins, Jill Purce, Gabor Maté, Rupert Sheldrake, Juan Matus, Carlos Castaneda, Francis Weller, Julia Cameron, Steven Young, Thomas Cooper, Sue Morter, Eva Detko
*Holders of the Feminine unfolding - Susan Weed, Clarissa Pinkola Estés, Alexandra Pope, Sjanie Hugo Wurlitzer, Lisa Hendrickson-Jack, Emmi Mutali, Sofia Thom, Toni Weschler, Veronica Ricksen, Q'orianka, Kimberly Ann Johnson, Heng Ou, Pam England, Robin Lim, Samantha Zipphora, Deborah Hanekamp, DeAnna L'am, Lily Nichols, Cleopatra Kamperveen, Maryn Green, Anita Sanchez, Yael Zeligman-Merculieff, Iya Tahirah, Kumu Sambra Kauka, Jacqueline Hyacinth
*Movement Enthusiasts - Katy Bowman, Adalaide Meadow, Brooke Cates, Karen Fletcher, Edith Ubuntu Chan, Carly Rae Beaudry, Jacquie Chandler, Jill Miller, Mari Winsor
*Encouragers of all things holy wild: Jon Young, Nate Summers, Tom Brown Jr, Linda Åkeson McGurk, Merlin Sheldrake, Rocío Alarcón, Anna Breytenbach, Paul Mills, Azra Bertrand, Phyliss Light, Sajah Popham, Rosalee de la Forêt, Adriana Ayales
*Motherhood expanders: Lisa Miller, Aletha Solter, Marion Rose, Emma Johnston, Lael Stone, Eleanor Mann, Akilah Richards
She fully believes and knows we each have the power within to heal our cells; on every dimension. As a culture we are often disconnected from our being to the point that we have lost touch with what our heart, mind, body and soul (in every dimension) are communicating with us. This is where her work really leans in tenderly to co-create together - On a journey of exploring the heart, untangling trauma, to live from a place of love, facilitated by nature's loving embrace; until we move beyond into bliss. Where our heart is released from pain, shame, guilt and fear and love flows freely through to all your cells. She has a unique way of weaving the medincine of the earth into her work and shedding a light on our connection to all.
She lives and works from the following words.
"To me, your wholeness and vibrancy is my wholeness and my vibrancy and that of your families and mine, and that of your communities and mine, and that of your biosphere and mine; the wholeness and vibrancy of the earth; yours and mine."